Harmony?

Posted on Fri Feb 17th, 2012 @ 6:38pm by Lieutenant Novol

Once his shift had ended Novol entered one of the turbo-lifts asking for Deck 2 and made his way to his quarters.

Novol:"Computer...begin personal log. *as he entered the room*

We have been in space for some time now, which is quite fortunate. It has allowed the security teams to vastly improve their reaction times and bring themselves up to a level I would consider adequate.

*Walking to the replicator and asking for an iced tea, taking it to his desk and sitting as he spoke*

We are nearing the planet which Star-fleet wants us to examine. *pauses a moment* This will be my first foray into the unknown. My thoughts recently have been filled more and more with Mother and Father. As we venture further into space I cannot help but feel I may have the chance soon to uncover their murderers. But I have also been contemplating what I will do if I find them.

I cannot allow emotion to intercede with my judgement. I 'must' find evidence first and then arrest them. *Looking up to the roof* It is so difficult Mother, despite all my teachings. I have....have feelings sometimes. Angry feelings Mother. Sometimes thoughts run through my head of tearing your murderers limb from limb. *Dropping his head* Then I realise that of course would serve no other purpose than to feed negative emotion...I must hold fast.

*Walking over to an enclosure and lifting out some casual clothes, then changing*

And so, I have set up a holographic program for myself set on Vulcan. At the temple of T'Panit. It is there I will meditate and bring peace and solace to myself.

*Slipping his shoes on again as he sits on the bed...he pauses and holds his chest, then looks down as if he can see it through his top*

I will also be visiting the Doctor shortly...I am beginning to feel I should have paid heed to her warnings and visited her sooner about this chest problem. I noticed this morning that although the tendrils from my wounds have receded slightly...they are now turning from a blue colour to a purple colour....

*As he stands and walks to the door*

Computer....End log"